Something to meditate on...

If you have done something meritorious, you experience pleasure and happiness; if wrong things, suffering. A happy or unhappy life is your own creation. Nobody else is responsible. If you remember this, you won't find fault with anybody. You are your own best friend as well as your own worst enemy. – YS II:14

To one of discrimination, everything is painful indeed due to its consequences; the anxiety of fear on losing what is gained; the resulting impressions left on the mind to create renewed cravings; and the constant conflict among the three gunas, which control the mind. – YS II:15